dad recently passed away on 2nd day of CNY, may he rest in peace.. i know he's in a better place
Yet after everything that happened i still wanna enjoy myself, i do try to enjoy myself..
was looking forward to a night out with friends, but bcz of some stupid tradition that says you cant go to someone's house after a recent death in the family.. ISNT IT FUCKING STUPID?
seriously, such a sad time full of grief dont u think people just wanna enjoy themselves to make themselves feel better?? That fucking rule just pisses me off bcz i know how it feels.. just fucking pissed
Just to make things even better, tak boleh pergi gf punya rumah... Kimak betul
seriously, just wanna breakdown.. and she cant come my hse either.. I cant feel any more terrible..
and baru gaduh with her, seriously.. Then she um song here n there, good job on comforting me babe..
Unhappy moment, unhappy days, unhappy relationship just to make things worse..
Angry, lonely, sad
friends who dont reply, a gf who cant understand my feelings..
i do have friends who care.. but to those that just... Gahh~ how do i say it.. i just cant see them caring at all
Truth is, i feel very very lonely always.. I dunno if sometimes ppl really see me, im invisible all the time?
i've felt tis way for many years... I dunno how long more i can take being invisble..
Lucky i got my mum and sis, i need take care of them..
but its hard to take care of someone when your feeling like shit.. i cant be strong for them if im...
What did i do??? to deserve this..
Yet after everything that happened i still wanna enjoy myself, i do try to enjoy myself..
was looking forward to a night out with friends, but bcz of some stupid tradition that says you cant go to someone's house after a recent death in the family.. ISNT IT FUCKING STUPID?
seriously, such a sad time full of grief dont u think people just wanna enjoy themselves to make themselves feel better?? That fucking rule just pisses me off bcz i know how it feels.. just fucking pissed
Just to make things even better, tak boleh pergi gf punya rumah... Kimak betul
seriously, just wanna breakdown.. and she cant come my hse either.. I cant feel any more terrible..
and baru gaduh with her, seriously.. Then she um song here n there, good job on comforting me babe..
Unhappy moment, unhappy days, unhappy relationship just to make things worse..
Angry, lonely, sad
friends who dont reply, a gf who cant understand my feelings..
i do have friends who care.. but to those that just... Gahh~ how do i say it.. i just cant see them caring at all
Truth is, i feel very very lonely always.. I dunno if sometimes ppl really see me, im invisible all the time?
i've felt tis way for many years... I dunno how long more i can take being invisble..
Lucky i got my mum and sis, i need take care of them..
but its hard to take care of someone when your feeling like shit.. i cant be strong for them if im...
What did i do??? to deserve this..