Every artist was first an amateur.

this is one of the 1st pictures from our photoshoot to be uploaded into Groomers Connection Academy's facebook
our cover photo..
tis same photo will be used to put up a billboard at the LDP highway, any1 pass by there?
can see my dumb face there..
hope they upload more soon! =) if u wanna check em out just type Groomers Connection Academy on facebook

so glad i took this course, dedicating my life to the care and love for dogs..
i cant ask for more than that..
grooming, is an art, an art one can enjoy if u love dogs..
tmr back to class.. hope no fierce dogs..

3 days straight get to chat with my babe..
very happy, glad she ok..
i am so lucky got her, so loyal to me.. 1 year to wait for each other, like a romantic love story right?
still... a better love story than twilight!
<3 Annie

i dont understand

i can nvr understand why my parents always come back argue with each other after drinking..
ALMOST every fri night, wait them come back to hear them argue..
i used to be sad abt this, but now i just sick of it.. sien d..
then nxt day all diam diam there, so awkward to talk also.. weekend smemore, all at home.. diu~~

Ribbon Day

now 6 35am, cant sleep =/ woke up early.. hope ltr dun fall asleep

yesterday my academy got Ribbon Day..
whole day just consist of making ribbons for the dog to wear..
to be honest, i hate it.. so hard.. my arts and craft mmg suck in the 1st place..
almost all of us got trouble making it..
i whole day just make 5 only, and 5 all also so yong shui.. ==

halfday 4 30pm, me and Elaine my new classmate go downstairs buy drinks..
cannot tahan d, falling asleep.. buy coffee and gatorade.. if nt pengsan d..
i really hate yesterday, boring.. and i suck at making ribbon, and my sewing skill eat shit..
luckily today bck to normal, bck to grooming dogs which i love..

this is my life.. duhh

i finally feel myself improve in my dog grooming course.. 1 of my classmate.. doing much worse, til teacher um song.. but i dun reli care, bcz she keep getting distracted by unimportant things.. and keep asking me why she so cha.. leave me the fuck alone, sick of ur complaining bullshit.. but wtv, its your life and its ending 1 minute at a time.. last month and this month got 2 new student join, lucky this 2 girl very friendly.. quite fast can close with them, then everyday meet them can talk lot bullshit hahaha.. the more ppl there the merrier actually, when i 1st join not alot students bcz alot ffk 1 == nxt month my 'lifeless' frens going to Malacca holiday, =( too bad i cant join.. nt enuf money, i ned money survive recently.. and i dunno since when u guys so rich LoL but anyway, my Academy planned a holiday trip alrdy nxt month also haha.. we going to Pahang, Cherating!! booked alrdy the holiday resort which allow pets, so we bringing our dogs along! wee! gnna hve games, and plying on the beach..

My beloved teacher's wedding dinner!

last nite was my teacher's wedding day! she so pretty last nite.. her name is Dorin! she is the 1st teacher i have that i can treat as a best friend, i nvr feel tense around her.. she is the best teacher ever! her husband also a nice guy, eventhough i met him once.. 6pm i wait at waterfront Old Town White Coffee for Karen she is my classmate, also stay in ampang area.. she come fetch me then go together bcz the dinner is at Klang, so far rite.. haha so we go together use Federal Highway, jam here n there late jor.. reach 7 30++ but the dinner 8 something only start.. phew lucky hahaha the food was nice, the fish was the best.. the fish damn delicious.. mmm, i wish can eat again lo.. one of the best fish i ever had.. and got free flow of beer and whiskey so i drink both.. sometimes at the same time hahaha crazy rite? we all high high, but not mabuk.. drink for our beloved teacher!! forever happily with the husband!! we all Groomer Connection sit 1 table.. all the students.. so the bride n groom go to table by table yam seng, when they sampai our table we prepare d.. we shout loud loud! halfway shouting me n few of my classmates sudd jump on the chair and shout smemore!! so high man!! we r the younger table must win! hahahaha after the wedding over, went bck damn high! unfortunately today i skip class, bcz wake up hangover headache.. alarm ring cant hear, 7 miss call cant hear.. wake up afternoon smemore!! Congratz to my beloved teacher and her husband!!

Neway party

last night, after class all of us (teacher+classmates) went to 1U Neway to celebrate our teacher's wife bday! she is our examiner as well and works downstairs de shop.. 7pm left, sat my classmate car and go there, left my car at the academy.. 7 20 reach there, til 7 45 we find parking at underground.. walao nxt day labor day all wan come party ma.. found parking d, straight away go Neway take food 1st bcz all starving d.. makan 1st inside the room, makan d start sing lu... we all sing damn song.. everytime sing is like ask us perform.. all will keep cheer.. they especially like to keep ask me rap.. they say my rap very good o_0 i didnt knw i can rap also~ i scared d, bcz they maybe wan ask me perform during my another teacher's wedding which im attending tis month.. oh shit~ halfway, sudd bday song come out on the tv and the waiter bring in the suprise bday cake.. all sing loud loud to her til she paiseh hahahaha sing song til midnite then our time over d ^_^ then Vincent fetch us bck to TTDI, thx ah Vincent, always like our driver only.. go bck upstairs to the academy take our stuff then go home luu~~

Sorry im Back..

hey guys, how r u?? sry for not posting ANYTHING for a long long time been busy, tired.. or usually lazy.. sry for not posting anything abt the Dog Show tat i entered, ya i won btw if u wanna see more jz go my fb, they got tag me alot of pics.. btw i got a new dog, Her name is FIFI!! adopted her frm the shop downstairs my academy.. syg her byk byk.. she very close to me, only me haha.. and she very fierce to others so watch out, she will bite.. other than tat, i miss my gf very much.. recently the missing her bcome worse, bcz i reli keep dreaming abt her.. i wake up and keep saying why izzit a dream?? can it be real?? can i wake up bside her?? haizz... T_T

stress stress tired tired

UNTIL next weekend, i got no off day for coll
bcz if u didnt know i got DOg Show competition and i got my model to take care off non stop everyday..
walao a.. everyday tired

last nite 10pm went out yum cha with Py and Brian
go cheras there de tong shui
quite nice lo, nxt time come go again =))
after tong shui d, we go to Py hse since ntg to do, and dowan go bck so early..
lepak her hse watch tv and use laptop
and guys, sry if i seem emo and quiet but the truth is jz i reli tired.. smemore nowadays ned reach coll xtra early d

good luck to me la til nxt weekend, hope i x pengsan..

ByeeByee Py =(

yesterday was Py's Farewell.. bcz she going to New Zealand study soon.. haishh..
joanne planned go Sunway Lagoon then go dinner buffet..
so early morning Me, Jun, Adrian, Joanne go mamak eat breakfast 1st.
then me and jun head off to Sunway 1st while they both go fetch Py..
luckily no jam, bcz damn nice smooth journey all the way while the weather so cold =)
reach there quite fast..
so me and jun go shopping here and there then they reach d..

wasted no time, straight head to Sunway Lagoon!
was kinda afraid it would be a waste of money at 1st but in the end..... it WASNT a waste of money..
bcz i havent been to a water park so i dunno its worth it not..
but i seriously quite enjoy.. except for the rides that make me vomit..
example Tomahawk and Pirate Ship.. i dont even wanna talk abt it
then sampai the swimming area.. long time no swim and i still knw how suprisingly
played all the water rides too, which was damn fun..
owh yeah and i forgot to mention, b4 all of that we went to see the Animals and Birds section.. i especially love seeing the Panther, and Tigers.. cute lor eventhough they can kill me in a very horrible way..
fnish playing everything d and it was evening so decide stop d and go take a bath and go eat some snack 1st..

went back Sunway Pyramid inside makan doughnut
Chris joined and met us there
after makan and shopping awhile, left for dinner..
went to this place called G-Pot, im not reli sure how to say where it is, but its pass MR2 highway something lik tat..
the food was alrite la, the company was the main point.. a reunion of friends..
i was tired at 1st but with their jokes and company i was straight away NOT tired d
took 1 last group photo b4 we left for movie at Pavillion

WOMAN IN |FUCKING| BLACK!!
why did i agree to watch this movie?
guys, if u wanna walk pass a dark room with the door opened at home without fear, DONT WATCH this movie.. im serious..
tis movie made me feel so frightened of so many things LoL..
as i said, went to Pavi watch at midnight.. the worse time to watch that kinda movie
after the movie fnish, i fetch py back while the rest all balik 1st..
i was reli scared to look in the rear view mirror while driving, sudd a woman in black sitting there how?
so i give Py her present once reach her hse.. Byee py, miss u lar =( secret keeper go so far d how? keep in touch ya T_T hope the present make u happy ANYTIME and remind u i nvr 4gt u also ya... ^_^
after i reach back home, i park the car damn far bcz no nearby space.. so i walk damn fast while i on my phone Mp3.. i fucking scared lor.. faster go inside the house and phewww~~ so the only prob cant sleep.. fuck hahaha

sry for updating this quite late, been busy.. assignments..
this month very busy and headache d..
bcz im joining a Dog Show competition, and i have to train my model/dog for the show
its on the 24th and 25th at Galaxy Ampang! come watch and support me! entrance fee is FREE..
smemore end of tis month goin back to Penang.. alot on my mind..

the wedding diary

sorry couldnt update this yesterday.. tired and i had to continue my essay..
so ytd went to monorail with brian then go to pavi to watch movie
bought d, then waited for py and wong//
watched The Wedding Diary..
i was worried at 1st i wasnt gonna enjoy it..
but luckily tat movie turned out nice.. meaningful, touching
1 of my fav facts is how ppl diff point of views on getting their wedding ceremony done
but the movie was funny anyway..

after the movie, went to pav foodcourt and eat..
while brian left to bangsar for video shoot for 1 of his coll project..
my lunch was horrible btw, sucked.. waste of money..
deciding wad 2 do, py decided go to Chatime.. i kinda like chatime since my lecturer belanja haha..
then after tat, go back lu~
weather while going back was murder!!!!!!!
so hot..

=D

last night after class, went dinner wit lecturer and classmates..
the restaurant called The Thai Kopitiam..
the food not bad, especially the green kari.. mmm
their super fun to hangout with, easy to get along so wont shy de..
talk alot, joke alot..
9 30 leave go back.. lucky no jam bcz very tired d..
oh fyi, im joining a dog show competition on March.. date not sure
its at Galaxy Ampang.. who wanna come support me?? xDD

then today, went take grandparents out to lunch at this hainanese restaurant..
came back, faster ready go Times Square with mum
we both go watch Star Wars 3D.. quite nice, very nice in 3D..
then fnish d, go U-Village makan dinner..
thx mum take me out today.. she know i wanna watch Star Wars 3D but no1 follow
=D tmr back to class! next dog, poodle name Mario!! Super Mario!! ^_^

i just finish bathing, now its 12.59am
i know wad your thinking, omgosh how i can still bath this time of night?
yes i can, and yes im sitting where the air cond is directly blowing at me, bcz i feel so hot, the weather.. yes weather killing me..
with my wet hair all combed back, vodka+orange on my left, lets get some typing done..

ok yes i admit, i got ntg to do..
i cant sleep eventhough i got class tmr, but i dun care, no matter how late i sleep i can always wake up the nxt day on time and drink my coffee and go on with the rest of my day..
actually i've been feeling kinda lonely recently..
yes i've got friends who dont give a shit abt my feelings, i got my family but i dont usually find them in this situation..
yes i do have 1 friend, py, who actually gives a shit abt my troubles and yes i do thank you for that and appreciate it, without her i gone nuts now..
but still, obviously its me alone have to heal myself..
OMG luckily i got college now, my mind focus totally on my Dog Grooming and ntg else
without coll i gone abit mad alrdy..
tmr class, and the nxt day holiday.. so quite nice..

vodka+orange is addicting btw.. i cannot stop drinking it..
but i dont drink it everyday luckily, since its bad for the liver.. but every once now and then wouldnt hurt.. you'll only live once eh??
so my gf busy studying for her spm, dunno when the nxt time can talk to her, on the phone.. miss her..
lonely valentine's day for me too, or as they say another tuesday..
now me, drinking away and watching The Social Network on QVOD for the 100th time, i seriously dunno why i love that movie..

haha sry anyone who is painfully reading my rubbish
i know your trying to say "did any1 ask you?" and no, no1 asked me but blog is the only person i can talk to..
LoL i sound like an anti social, no dont worry im not.. i nvr get pulled into virtual life, i love my real life..
my real life= hot, humid, happening!
ok getting back into my real life now, oops my vodka is all gone, time for a refill..
ciao~ stay tuned for another episode of Bullshit, only rite here on www.blogger.com/my blog

Steamboat supper.. aka my diet

yesterday out with the whole lifeless gang for steamboat dinner at Py's hse..
1st early morning, went out with jun, wong and fung go buy the food at Tai Zi Yun
damn bloody hot morning, all of us sweating
then back Bkt indah buy the prawn, plates and cup
wong and fung go back home 1st.. then jun come my hse lepak and ply ps2..
in the end he also wan use laptop then i just lie down on the sofa watch my Jay Chou Concert DVD hehe..
lepas tu go fetch Jacq, then back to my hse lepak *slowly getting tired**
in an hour's time, py sms can go fetch her frm lrt
AGAIN back to my hse, lepak awhile *exhaustion MAX!*
i faster do my hair then go fetch Sharon at Mcd at p.mewah then go mamak meet them
suprisingly we reach mamak 1st, Adrian they all reach 2nd.. then all thats left is sam and brian.. sam lan 7 slow dao make all of us wait him, =.= dun make us wait nxt time pls, very inconvenient

finally! we can leave d! off to cheras
adrian went ahead of us since he knw the way
i lead sam, and sam, drive faster nxt time, i not ask u speed just faster dun turtle speed.. susah leh..
♪rolling in the jaaaaaammmm♪♪ dao cheras d, we go that pr there take py hse key since her parents aint in
then baru go her hse, halfway setting up things, wanna buy beer.. so we me py and brian go carefour buy.. but reach there that alcohol section close d..
ALCOHOL! Y U CLOSE SO EARLY?? do you know ppl wanna get drunk late at night u fucktards.. =.=
then they called me, say wanna buy vege.. so.. went to buy vege
took all the way to the counter then 4gt weigh it for the price.. during tis time i fucking pissed d, bcz damn hungry u knw.. it was alrdy 10pm.. i didnt even eat a snack.. how expect me tahan?
reach back py hse, they alrdy start eat..
then my stomach saying EAT ALL THE FOOD.. so.. ya..
o ya sharon paksa me eat RAW EGG.. it wasnt that cooked k? it was almost cooked..
paksa me eat bcz i lie her something last time, i still say its misunderstanding la but SORRY lor ok?? i alrdy eat the egg bcz of you? gan dong ma??

after makan.. hangout awhile then they suggest go yum cha..
so go mamak, minum chit chat..
i quite quiet there la, thinking something, quite angry myself something..
how i can sooo idiot?? haizz.. but wtv i also tired la..
then go back d luu, after fetch py back then fetch the other 3 girls back..
Sharon, Cj, Jacq..
reach back 3am?? 3 something?? dunno somewhere around there
bath d i felt so song, i cant sleep..
but i rmb i sleep near 4am.. and i going crazy d la, why i cant stop thinking abt it?? i know its bad of me but.. cant help it AHHHH!! (only some will understand this)

TODAY wake up at 9am, bcz got class today
i fucking tired frm last nite, lucky mum make coffee for me T_T thx mum i love you
today in class lucky got 1 classmate, Vincent.. he damn funny always make me laugh lucky got him, if not i sleep d..
and thank god for that radio we have in class, so got music accompany us.. sometime we keep sing the song or dance to it, so fun hahaha
thx Vincent for being there, gosh...

my Chap Go Mei

yesterday went to Leisure Mall with Py & Brian to watch movie
'The Viral Factor', nice movie.. alot of action and ya, Jay Chou!
eventhough it has alot of impossible moments in tis movie, but i dun really care la i just enjoy the movie.. and its a movie anyway -_- or maybe im just too big Jay Chou fan haha..
after the movie, we suggested tat we cook spaghetti
went Max Valu buy all the ingredients, then go Brian's hse to cook
py cook the sauce and spaghetti, since she chef =p
i just help fry the sausage, quite fun and quite success la bcz its my 1st time cooking sausage and none of it were burned hahahah
the spaghetti turned out quite tasteless la but i still ate alot, maybe i was too hungry..
then suggested py to overnight, but she went to her aunt's steamboat 1st

so me and brian invite jun join dinner with us 1st..
go OldTown makan then Chris sms-ed and informed me that his grandfather passed away
omg, very shocking lor.. couldnt really talk for awhile but at least he alrdy in a better place and he's not suffering
so after makan d we go Daniel's house play game, didnt gamble no mood gamble anyway
ply ply til 4am++ walao a, want pengsan d..
then go Brian house overnight +daniel..
i bath 1st then chit chat with Brian and Daniel awhile then straight go outside the sofa sleep
i actually i ask for the room d, but fuck u daniel
but the sofa actually very nice, quite comfortable lor.. but susah sleep bcz keep hving scary dream.. cb.. but in the end also tidur la

wake up d, go bath again bcz weather damn hot
then fetch py back, py, i told u just pay the spaghetti money can d la, x need petrol
u so degil ar =p haha
went back home bath!! BATH BATH and BATH, haha i smell good babeyh!

1st day Groomer's Connection Academy

today my intake of Groomer's Connection Academy..
started at 11, =)
today parking free bcz federal teritory holiday and not much traffic too
once reached there, i immediately started learn brushing the dog fur..
and no it isnt easy, of course not that hard too, must alot focus bcz most important is nvr injured the dog..
the practical class, alot of dog there on the table alrdy waiting
all kinda species.. and their names are cute haha..
for example:
Muffin
Mocha
Latte
Cartoon
Pudding
Ah Ling
Ah Girl

i practiced on Muffin, its a Maltese type of dog.. small type and she keep falling asleep when i brushing her fur, so makes it harder for me haha but he was cute, keep licking my face as well..
2nd dog i practiced on was Cartoon, she was naughty, very... very..
she keep growling at me and biting me til my finger got blood LoL..
but they say getting bitten is normal la in this kinda thing, so must learn to handle the dog well..
my practical teacher, Doreen.. she seem abit fierce (her face) but overall she very nice 1, haha.. Phew luckily rite...

my theory teacher, Ryan.. the theory part also very interesting
it helps alot, gives tips on how to handle dogs who dont trust you and the dog's health and everything la..
and i was given a bunch of tools e.g clippers, shaving machine, ear cleaner..
got a shirt too, and my fav was the bag haha.. the bag damn nice..
so thats abt it for my 1st day, it was good, fun too..

My Chinese New Year.. Gong Xi Fa Chai!

i have to admit this year cny isnt as good as previous years..
had family dinner reunion on the eve..
it was my type of dinner, bcz it was a potluck and EVERYONE brought meat
meat this meat that, duck, pork, prawn, chicken( 2 types)
drank alot of soft drinks as usual on every year of cny..

moving on, the 1st day of cny..
finally get to wear my new clothes, kinda looking forward to it.. my fav was my short panths, one is back one is white..
this time we all thought of something diffrent to eat for dinner
bcz our family always eats chinese food on cny, so we ordered 'Nasi Briyani' for dinner..
nearby my house there's this guy makes seriously GOOD nasi briyani..
it was nice yes i admit.. oh and btw if i didnt mentioned, we spent eve and cny at my aunt's house.. every year also same..
Angpau tis year also very little, its not that i dont appreciate it yes i do appreciate it, its money! but the diffrence of the angpau money this year and previous years were a whole lot diffrence.. i wont mention xP
but anyway, we must be grateful for the things we get..
drank alot of beer, 100plus.. went toilet many times til im so bored of going to the toilet, sometimes i just tahan LoL!
on the way back, once reach ampang area.. got police road block
they take my ic and license info when they stop the car.. i dunno why..
maybe i look too young (and yes i do look young!and good! =p)
so wtv, their kinda annoying.. as if i murder some1
moving on..

skip a few days ahead..
yesterday me, chris and my Annie went on a short bai nian
met at chris hse at 10am.. plyed his comp for awhile wait annie reach..
she reach d, then just hangout in the comp room.. ply batman game while plying around with facebook and my blog haha..
then 12pm d, went to my house.. mum wasnt home yet
chris wanted to watch this movie which i have called 'Angels and Demons' heard b4?
so he sat outside watching it alone, while me and annie spend time together in my room.. Sorry ya Chris, i last day seeing her ma.. but he was enjoying the movie anyway.. so.. haha ya..
im so happy anyway that i get to spend quality time with my dear for the 1st time
im sorry if i ever doubted your love for me.. u really showed me yesterday u loved me
i know we USED to have some problems, but all forgotten d.. i love you ya..
after fetch her back.. went BIFC lunch with chris, i treat him bcz i felt so bad left him alone outside hahaha..
then went chris hse lepak awhile with sam then went back home luu...

TODAY..
bai nian again with the lifeless gang..
9 30am go fetch chris then wong and py go jun house 1st
after jun house, my house, chris hse, pakwye hse, daniel hse
too bad py halfway at pakwye hse then ned go back d =((
ntg much to talk abt la, the usual gambling and drinking, eating snacks..
but for the 1st time i gamble quite alot with my frens lor.. fun leh..
the best was at Daniel house, we play the game IN BETWEEN, any of you heard of it b4?
damn chi gek game!! o ya and btw i straight away won rm30 in the game.. fuck yeah!
after fnish d, went eat dinner at Galaxy Ampang bcz we wanna go catch movie..
Underworld Awakening.. the movie is great! but the story kinda sucks but the action and visual effects keep it entertaining.. its funny..
bcz for the 1st time in a movie, the action and effects so nice that it distracts your attention away frm the crappy story..
after the movie, went adrian house continue gamble.. here i not so ong..
lost abit la.. then 2am++ reach home..
and now its 3 20am and im here not gnna sleep for another few hours bcz i feel quite hyper now.. crap..

well good luck to my panda eyes tmr..
Gong Xi Fa Chai! Happy Chinese New Year! Roar from the mighty dragon!!

Times Square to Sunway Pyramid! fuck yeah!

sorry for not updating for few days, sorry i kinda forgot hehe
last friday we planned go Sunway for CNY shopping with me and my friends
lucky the plan on, bcz i like to go Sunway eventhough according to Jun, going sunway is just like going Pavi but only further haha.. but i like =pppp

jun drove that friday, 1st i went with him and chris go times square
bcz jun wanna go shopping for shoes.. rm90 he bought.. so lin expensive
but the shoes nice la, after that went arcade with them.. i won racing game again, Manual baby! WINS EVERYTIME!!! ngek3
then it was lunch at Mcd! long time no eat and i dont miss it haha, while waiting for Brian and Daniel reach
after they sampai d we straight go Sunway..
chris show direction that he use everyday go college.. and its damn far..
and got nearer way leh
we reach sunway around 3 something? 2 something 4gt d but it was very early..

sampai d, so much time to kill and py not yet fnish class me and chris decide go ice skating and the rest go shopping
ice skating tired, i fat d, i heavy d, huhuhuhu but i still lengzai la hor? ==
py fnished class earlier than expected
so we try fnish ice skating faster abit since my leg also frickin pain d..
met them at Romp coz my cousin working there as manager then got discount but unfortunately finish d.. so kesian Brian since he wanna buy but in the end also buy
Shop finish d, we decided go sing k.. uh oh emo time strikes..
rm41 per person, expensive leh.. +buffet

singing k! karaoke!!
emo time, everytime go sing k, always got think of her.. bcz the songs we sing or i sing the words i like can tell her.. if i can tell her how nice..
whether the song emo or not emo songs..
but wtv la, since so expensive i sing dao scream dunno like wad.. and also spam the food of coz.. most i spam is sushi thats all..
but the song, shout loud loud to make the money worth it..
rm41 i shout till priceless hahaha
especially me and daniel and jun shout the David Archuleta songs.. lucky no1 around when they take food bcz if not they all pekak d hahaha

after getting throat fucked in Red Box, balik o.. hantar py back 1st to cheras
then all of us went to Daniel hse, play ps2 and hangout..
pakwye also join there..
tired leh.. but after jun sent me back home i slept 3am LoL!!
bcz hungry, but im tired BUT not sleepy.. got diff =p

YESTERDAY-----
i called Annie, so long i never call her d..
i was actually quite happy hear her voice.. we talked alot things..
im sorry dear, if i sounded angry over the phone.. im sorry if i made you cry..
im sorry.. but i February can make it ok?? I CAN, i will skip 1 day class spend time with u ok?? but rmember ask your mom abt this month ok?? try..
but if anything i next month i can make it!
i will settle any problem we have between us, bcz i love you.. i always love you..

SPM Certificate+Cactus Hunting+A disgusting movie+CC emo time

today very very tired.. super duper tired.. thank you weather for being kind
went out from morning til late night.. and went on an adventure xD
morning went back school to take SPM Cert, rush there once py reached there bcz so happen the time ngam Annie recess.. and Brian and Jun came
seems like i rush there no reason, x talk much with Annie also.. i also dunno she want talk to me not, like x coi me only.. do you even miss me? happy see me? i dont feel it
anyway, took the SPM Cert d while chit chat with the chinese teachers Pn Fam and my fav teacher Pn Loke haha miss her for some reason..
after took Cert d, pick Daniel up go lunch at Pandan Indah de coffee and ice cream hse
At that place py n daniel shared a banana split, they said the cream on top tasted weird and disgusting so i tried and yes i regretted tasting expired stuff haha
they got rid of the cream put in a cup and being digusting as i usually am, i added some stuff inside:
my own choc ice cream
Brian's yam ice cream
Jasmine Tea
and that disgusting cream of course so we played a game, who 1st to lose the lat tali is the unlucky victim, unfortunately that was me.. LoL
so i got it over with and ate the fucking thing and nearly vomit..

after lunch, sent Brian home 1st bcz he got college
so then supposed to send py back home but b4 that we got some shopping to do
Cactus shopping, yes u read it write.. cactus
it was py's idea but somehow the previous night she managed to influence me into buying one also, hard to explain why la but yea.. funny rite??
but now, i need it more than ever bcz cactus this plant got a meaning
i googled it and it meant endurance, so for today this plant suddenly meaningful to me d, haha so perfect timing..
so let me skip tis part.. we went Tesco Ampang>Carefour Cheras>Jusco Cheras end up didnt find it in any of these places.. unlucky =(
py IF u so happen go sunway help me find too, let me know how much i pay you back
in the end send py back and no ned thx me la its ok, you my best friend ma ^_^

so went back Ampang, went to cahaya so jun can cut hair
after that, went back to Jun house to relax bcz very tired
3 of us, me, jun, daniel suggested we watch 'The Human Centipede 2' that horror movie
omgosh, regret watch.. tonite cant sleep d seriously..
i wont explain wat is it, but if u want to sleep or NOT have nightmares for many nights, DONT and i repeat DONT even try to google wads it about.. haihhh disgusting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then we went mamak eat dinner

after dinner we go pick Brian up go cc
i think 1st time go cc with them they nvr ply Dota.. guaii guaii
but like this baru every1 enjoy go cc la.. every1 enjoy same thing so quite good la
but very emo at cc that time.. but same time very fun la bcz of they all keep make me laugh..
for tat some1 know i emo and why i thank you la.. at least i talk it out feel a lil better, PYYYY
<3

..

been thinking abt my future recently earlier.. im ready for it
mum told me, "whatever you do in life, do your best" that i believe will make an individual really shine and succeed in life
which means im gonna study really hard start next month, and improve my skills in dog grooming.. if any1 doesnt knw, im taking Dog Grooming Course
which basically is cutting the dog's fur and styling it or colouring it and making sure the dog stays healthy..
i mean, i reli love dogs thats why i can do this and im really looking forward to it..
and the way to do it, its really an art..

and by studying hard, dont worry i'll nvr 4gt my friends and family who are reading
i'll make time for y'all
i hope y'all support me =) and o ya, im registering tmr morning to Groomers Connection
its in Sultan Ismail
after register im going with Brian and Jun go KLCC buy new year clothes..
i actually bought d, but not yet buy the panths, MAYBE tmr i'll buy bcz i dun really like the clothes there, or maybe i just dont like the price hehe

btw, im really looking forward to CNY, dong dong jiang!!
ang pau lai, and i really ned the pocket money for coll life soon.
and can spend time with my friends, maybe see my girl <3

Happy 2012 and i finally can update me bloggieeee

finally i can update my blog since my last post.. dunno why for some reason
anyway im back

1st of all i couldnt update my blog and quite a few things happened
im assuming the people who follow my blog shud know wad i didnt update haha
so, i celebrated New Year's eve with some of my friends
Brian, Py, Pakwye, Wong, Daniel
bought vodka b4 that, and went potluck
after the potluck and before heading back to Brian's hse (where we counted down) Brian took Pakwye's myvi for a test drive, and me and Pakwye took my car followed bhind
i swear both of us hving heart attack at the same time hahaha

after that we head back brian's hse ply card game which i dunno wad its called but its fuckin addictive
and sometimes ned drink shots of Vodka, damn nice and i recently fall in love with Vodka hahaha
and in the end 1 bottle also fnish so went out buy smemore
and Py drive, ikr =p luckily not much of a heart attack not like brian hehehe
since got beer, continue the game even after countdown til, let me guess near 7am..
were damn pro tahan so long and continue drink til that time

woke up 10++ go breakfast at mamak, too hungry d.. and felt like crap.. hangover
and ya we must do this at chinese new year again!! get drunk this time for real!!
i wish to see my girl <3 during cny, i wanna tell her how much i miss her and it felt like i havent seen her for years =((

27/28-11-11

27/11
previous night brian sms-ed me go cheras find py go makan
after picked him up straight head down
pick py up then go think for a place to eat but no idea so we just go to mcd..
haha but the mcd there quite nice, the area around quite cool also byk trees so wont feel that hot so nice place go jogging.. chit chat alot there la
Selepas tu, ntg to do we go her hse area de playground play play swing.. chit chat more too! hahah ntg do but quite fun also

but py went home awhile after that at 5pm bcz she ned go out dinner d
go back ampang ntg to do, we called jacq and ask her go out dinner.. but she wanted go cc 1st zz, then go lorr..
then oldtown dinner! miss the coffee there
after dinner go jacq hse, then pool with adrian then mamak with the gang watch football but me, jun, adrian, brian halfway alrdy go home bcz we too tired..
whole day out leh..
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28/11
yesterday went out to find py again since she want go out and i also dont wan stay at home for some reason.. im sure some1 knw ;) but enuf of that haha
went fetch py then go p.mewah eat ABC ice kacang with sharon, that shy girl LoL
the ice kacang there damn nice btw.. and raining while we eat so i felt cold
then go buy egg tart py intro de haha, damn nice lo
selepas fetch sharon home, we go find Brian then nowhere to go they come my hse
and py still scared of my dog =p ply ps2 alot

then went Brian hse wait him bath after tat went bck cheras eat dinner
selepas tu fetch py back.. kesian her byk homeword do so hope ytd make her relax abit n hve fun..
and no ned thx me la py, i also very miss you long time no see =p
how often get to hangout with u too? nvr 4gt u 1 la =))
see u new year eve ya! ^_^

yesterday my mum went to Klang visit my aunt who came down frm Penang! =)
early 5am my mum leave d, i wake up teman my mom go down the hse only..
then go back sleep wake up 9am fetch my sis go work *felt like a ghost*
i so sleepy cant tahan i go Oldtown buy the coffee drink too sleepy d and smemore after straight fetch sis i go back fast bath and wear nice nice go fetch my mum and aunty then we go 1U/1 Utama!

go there decide wad to eat for lunch
end up we eat Seoul Garden Korean BBQ

nice leh, but i felt fat after that LoL!

makan d we go walk walk around bcz too full d
then go buy bus ticket for my aunt, i didnt knw 1U there got shuttle bus go to penang and other places
since the bus leave later we got time we walk smemore
o ya i saw Xiu Yin there! LoL! my ex gf
seems she still like go 1U, we last time dating at there b4
but she cant recognize me hahaha
after my aunt left for the bus d we went home lor, and i feel dead so sleepy smemore after that i will go jun hse overnight
reach back home d i sleep frm 5pm til 8pm..

9 something go fetch daniel meet with jun and adrian then go mamak
eat d, we go cc 6 hours.. 6 hours dao 6am LoL!
reach back jun hse, jun straight go sleep hahaha but me n daniel didnt sleep AT ALL
but in the end also daniel sleep, then me n jun go breakfast
lunch went with adrian, pakwye
BAN MEE!! i love ban mee la <3 haha at pandan indah there


then dessert was tong shui! my fav too! the Longan Taufu best giler!~
selepas tu balik rumah lor..
5pm sleep til 9pm wake up eat dinner haha
omg im zombie lor, i feel like 1

Tung Shin Hospital

b4 i went to the hosp to visit my uncle i went to lrt fetch my sis frm work..
again, i saw another girl look like Py at lrt..
i was inside the lrt bcz i went buy drink there..
stand outside drink, and saw this girl came out exactly same shirt and pants with py..
in the dark didnt bother see the face much then she also wear spec and long hair..
i go say WEI? WHY NVR TELL ME YOU COME BACK AMPANG TONIGHT..
the girl giv me the o_0 face and walk away..
omfg damn embarassing.. btw wrong person la bitch! dun think im a pervert bitch
i lost count of how many times i saw girls who look like Py EVERYWHERE

ok then after that, went home 1st.. took the toyota with mum go
after reach, chit chat with my uncle.. telling us wad the doctor told him and advice him to careful and others..
after awhile i wanted to go 1st floor bcz 1st floor got the drink machine..
and the drink machine got a damn nice coffee
so i went 1st floor
1st floor was closed bcz its a pharmacy so night time close dy but the small section open where the machine is ma.. the closed section was on my right when i came out the lift AND the door of coz locked
but what i saw at the door there when taking out my money, i will never 4get..


thats what i saw, i draw it out bcz tis the 1st time i saw something like that..
dun laugh at my SCARRYYY drawing skills ya ;)

during that time i still take the coffee, and calmly go inside the lift and act normal.. bcz that time alrdy shock..
so i didnt mention to my uncle, i worry him bcz he stay there smemore..

this post i want talk about someone
about this girl i met during my reunion
her name is Sharon
actually i met her last year when some of us went during the Chinese Society thing
but that time i dunno her at all.. but got add her fb haha
but during reunion got a chance to meet her again

1st sight she was very shy.. she was worried she wouldnt fit in with us
but i was hoping she could next time..
bcz she is a very nice girl, very friendly
since the reunion i've been chating with her and she very fun to ply with
1st was spamming each other, then now jz keep bully each other xDD
now is still keep talking abt she pretty not LoL, i said she was and dowan admit haha
haha i honest abt it la, u saw my blog during reunion post u also knw im not lying

she said she shy when she saw, but i was also shy when i she told me she gt write abt me at her blog LoL!
so then i said i write abt her also lo..
nxt time i wish can hangout with her more often..
with Py also of course, ya Py? when we free go hangout la, btw i miss tong shui la
nobody here interested in it, even my parents =(

these were my birthday presents

the keyboard and my mouse were frm my dad
the cute green alien is from my dear Annie <3
the multipurpose scarf and condom frm Peiying ^-^
the cool looking watch frm my Mom =)

tat was all i got frm my 18th birthday..
i jz came back frm Tung Shin Hospital visit my uncle there
bring him some movie and a book..
the movie he watch on his laptop.. and me n dad gave him ALOT of movies! hahahaha
bcz he need stay there for a month.. so we go visit him almost everynight if possible =))
nice chatting with him, he got alot true but funny story tell us..
bcz he working in tourism business, so got alot funny things happen..
and he travels so often, so alot stories la..
some ghost stories, i tell u if i tell u the same ghost story he tell me u wont sleep la.. bcz alot times he saw, in his childhood la and til work days..
so very nice always chat with him..

and now, my future..
there is alot hairstyling academy now but all teach in chinese!!
so, wad can i do??
i can work in a saloon like last time but i wanna study it 1st, i very curious to study it, i got semangat but all teach chinese worr..
they say it will teach in all language soon.. but when will it happen??
i dont want wait too long, i dowan waste time..
so.. wad else shud i take?? i hve to think properly, something that i hve passion for
haizz


this is the new Jay Chou album cover!
cute leh..
i spam all his new song everyday, my family hear til sien d but i still enjoy..
damn love jay la, he always make the music totally diff than anybody else.. he brave
thats why i admire Jay =) my role model
always diff than others, be unique.. always try something diff, dun stick with the same thing.. yeah~

i think this topic here, i jz spill my mind here..

i think frm now on i gnna try update more on my blog here
the past few weeks have been fun
cc-ing without fucking dota, lifeless time at mamak, and got the reunion..
not only that, i go visit my uncle at the hospital now and then.

this week, now and then i feel very 'lonely' la
someone hasnt online for dunno how long d..
haizz, i thought since she holiday can on9 or go out.. or i can go her hse..
but nope, ntg happening also.. i dun even knw how is she..
ok while i updating this she gt on9.. but straight um song me for some small thing
nt reli the kind of hello expecting.. =.=///
do u even miss me??
wtv la

at least i got some fren can talk my things to..
the ppl reading this shud knw who =)
oh hey, i downloading Jay Chou new album..
i actually wanna buy his original album.. but i cant, i save money o
sry Jay, but i buy all your concert and MV is original ya hehe xDD

Lifeless Reunion

yesterday was the Lifeless Reunion day
morning time, went to chris house with jun to hangout.. i miss him
i long time no see him, we both can so EASILY talk rubbish.. we can jz create a funny topic frm NOTHING, thats why he my bro!
after awhile go fetch my lengmuii Cj
then go lrt meet with Pakwye, Brian, Jacq

once reach hangtuah walk all the way to Pavi
then rain smemore.. lucky is not heavy rain jz a small rain
and we met wong at ts and sam at pavi
i hold umbrella for Cj all the way haha i so gentleman hor =p
then meet py and sharon at pavi to watch movie
we watch "you are the apple of my eye"
i very enjoy the movie lorr, very funny alot of part! and the romance quite real since its based on a true story

after movie we go eat lunch at foodcourt
and Py giv me my present

my present frm py, its a multipurpose scarf.. can be used as a scarf, snow cap or put at your forehead so its fucking cool seriously, i tried many things with it infront my mirror, so thanks py its fucking cool! love you la, in the future u can see me wear it in alot of pics haha
and the little thing there is a.. haha, aiya wad 4 shy honesty best policy.. its a condom haha, perhaps its the best present.. it offers protection ^_^
and jacq brought us cake for the ppl birthday during November, thanks you too <3

during lunch i try talk with sharon but.. she so shy la haha
but its ok, at least i talking with her quite alot at fb haha
she pretty with short hair..
then we went bowling..
after bowling go back Ampang meet Joanne then go lookout point makan dinner
dinner was fun also, we played truth or dare and we truthed the fuck out of each other hahaha..
and alot of perverted questions was asked haha!
b4 we left py giv us all doughnut for november birthday too.. and got candle on the doughnut haha so cute
and i took the leftover back hehe ate for breakfast this morning.. =))

when everything was done, i fetch Py back cheras..
and Brian followed too so we 3 go cheras eat tong shui, i jz drink tea only..
whole way on d way there i was thinking something so very quiet
i wish i can talk to someone abt it but i dont want to make anybody deaf haha
and someone also no online, handphone, talk to for 100 years d so.. i cant do anything but jz emo 1 corner.. sucks..

but thx to frens make me enjoy yesterday
i love u guys and girls
and i lazy upload pic here, and i alrdy upload at facebook so go there and check it out..

LOL lots of love

i recently went Ipoh which im sure some of my frens know
but i think wont update abt it la..
i dunno where the pics go also.. but its basically eating trip, and i will go back for sure nxt time! =))
but i will update coming Saturday, bcz i gotta reunion with my friends =)

ok so far
my birthday, alrdy during midnite i got my 1st suprise wish by Py! haha
1st wish, sms, fb was frm Py, haha best friend forever..
she pretend emo emo, talk alot things make me worry then sudd when hit midnite she just wish me, she very pandai acting haha.. made me worry haha =pp
also read your blog ah py, so sweet the thing u write..
ya, we both can share alot things la =)) glad to have a friend like YOU

and my Annie, saw your blog d, thanks for your wish
i love your present btw, i sleep bside it everynight, very cute leh the alien
looks like me haha
i went her house take the present long b4 my bday, earliest bday present
October take d haha..

last nite went cc with Jun and Daniel, since i afternoon alone at home til late night
but i nt really wanna go cc last nite, but i bored at home so i spend time with my friends nicer and more fun.. we payed ply 6 hour so dao near 4am reach home lo
i plyed games for near 2 hours lik tat.. then stop, bcz i fnish tat game 4 times d
then i go Skype, with py since she online
we talk for 1 hour+ quite fun lo.. more fun than i thought haha
and i look quite good on the webcam there, yeahh ;)
near 4am reach home, i didnt sleep at all til sunrise bcz ned follow mum go hospital visit my uncle.. he lungs got prob..

so today go hosp visit my uncle d, we drive his car back to his hse at Kepong since he stay at hospital overnight
i drive my uncle's car, Perodua Alza, the biggest car i drive so far
damn nice lo the feel..
then jz nw at night, me n family go Shogun Japanese Buffet eat dinner
a birthday dinner haha.. i fat d eat so much food.. all u can eat!! hehe
then we go visit my uncle again.. tapau dinner for him too and chit chat with him for a long time.. love to chat with my uncle.. he is the type of ppl stay young 1 so very fun talk to him..
tats all so far since yesterday

and past midnite d, is my 2nd Anniversary with my Annie!
Happy Anniversary.. sorry i didnt prepare a special blog post for it, very busy recently.. doing so many things that i didnt even write in this post u knw haha
but you know i love you ya.. always~~ and forever
10 November im so lucky i have you..
i will always be there for you!!
i love you
muackss
<3

alone

feel very unappreciated lately..
is like im fcking invisible or something..
am i that unimportant anymore??

is like im alone in the world..
fucked up, emo..