now i know, how it feels like to lost a family member.. or the feeling when your gonna lose one..
my dad is getting so much weaker everyday, everyday the results are getting worse and worse..
i keep crying and crying at night so that i can sleep better...
he doesnt deserve to be like this, but why cancer must attack him?!?!?!
til im typing this, i keep crying.. Dad, why?! I cant help losing you..
i dont need your financial support, i need a father!! and we never had much of a father son relationship, and now im saddened we didnt have that..
why....... why i need to lose my dad.... my world suddenly destroyed... no one understands how i feel..