i hate 2day..
damn fucker.. not bcoz boring or wad..
i dun wanna talk abt it..

I JUZ WANNA SAY
I WANNA FUCKING KILL TAT BASTARD!! I KIILLLLL UR WHOLE FAMILY!!
AAARRRGHH!!!
cb day 2day.. since tat fucking cb incident, for no reason alot of things easily pisses me off!!!
im glad i dun ned come to school on monday.. patriotic day..
means ntg to me.. juz another day in tis country so wad??
& 2day munyee got sick suddenly.. i hope u get better!!!!!

now im enjoying my cold coke.. juz came back frm taking my dog out..
its damn hot nowadayz.. a nice day to torture ourselves
and listening to A.F.I- Miss Murder
luv tis song nw coz like relly wanna scream my ass off!!!!

2day alot of ppl din come to school..
except chris & munyee.. coz got tat aerobik exercise damn stupid de la
terpaksa go there also.. but juz stand there do ntg.. hehe
1st song put mj song 'beat it'
but the way they all exercise to tat song is an insult to mj! haha
then last song was the 'chicken dance' song..
damn stupid lo all dance like tat hahahaha
i juz stand at the side.. laughing hehehe

after tat whole exercise thing.. go lepak wif chris & munyee..
damn sien lo.. the school damn empty 2day
ply chor dai ti also..

then 1 10 alrdy.. kelvin fetch me go home..
thx ah.. u save me frm the hot weather haha

i relly cant enjoy tis weekend..
damn sucks..
except for jacq's hse party (din write abt it in blog coz too sick lar)

i was sick
mood like shit (dunno y)
headache
stomach ache
alot more..

hate tis weekend.. wad a fucking waste of time..
& tis cb weather so hot i wanna bomb!!

wtv la, tmr is monday (school day)
hopefully seeing my frens can cheer me up... and NOT looking at the teachers ugly face

=.=''
tis morning i woke up i got fever alrdy
shit ler.. if u tink i enjoy get fever and miss 1 day school.. NO i dont enjoy haha
but one thing nice.. usually when im sick i slim down alot hehehe
tis morning after i woke up, i went back to sleep..
and dreamnt alot of weird things..

and i juz came bck frm seeing doctor
took medicine alrdy..
haizz no appetite.. GOOD! can slim down! hehe

k la i stop here, i ntg else to say alrdy..
hope i can go to school tmr..

2day relly is 1 damn boring day..
1st boring subjects.. then my other frens not relly free except py..
jun leh, so quiet.. so will very sien..
morning time, teman py coz we 2 free.. & also so sien lo..

then later masuk english.. bla bla bla
after tat rehat liao... go eat apple xD
during rehat feel damn sleepy.. & tired.. dunno why maybe is i go out late last nite & came back also late..
after rehat got maths.. damn fucking boring maths! my new class teacher teaching
but i ponteng la.. dun care.. i too sleepy la 2day.. too tired..

later i walk here walk there wif py.. & jun also..
but after tat jun wan masuk class! wow! u masuk class? i givu gold medal! wahaha
=.=.. dunno wads wrong wif u la..
after tat i masuk class sejarah.. at bilik apd..
walao sien till wan die!!!! i keep wanna pengsan in class then teacher mara liao
cb..
after school went to bifc makan.. again YOU so quiet! i go toilet suddenly come kacau me.. =.= ntg else to do meh??

after school 2day went to ts watch harry potter
b4 tat went to bifc meet py & munyee, i went wif jun.. JUN VERY EMO..
i dunno why, so sien la he emo haizz
then take taxi go jacq hse..
reach there alrdy, we all went upstairs but jacq wasnt there
waaaa! i tot wad happen she so late..
went back dwnstairs to wait for her around 10mins lorrr...
jangyeen called they alrdy at lrt.. so we abt to leave liao jacq arrive
hahaha saw her at the bus stop..

so me & munyee go teman her go upstairs & all..
too bad i couldnt wear eyeliner coz too rush & hard to wear ler hahahaha
then we faster to lrt go meet them at ts..
the movie start 3:40.. arrive there also at 3:40 hehe.. sowie late..
then buy popcorn all liao, go inside.. we seating there all seperated.. coz relly alot of ppl.. haha
for me the movie.. not relly nice ler (harry potter) coz the start of the movie nvr xplain wad happen then like.. BLUURRR only..
during the movie py sms me, tell me jun like merajuk only..
oi jun! u emo ah? for wad? nobody do anything to u also.. u period? haha
tis few days u relly emo i dunno 4 wad.. hardly talk to me also.. if gt anything pls tell me lar aiyor, im ur good fren wad... =.=

wtv la.. after movie
me, py, jacq, munyee & sam go i-socks shopping LoL
the others went arcade gua..
i bought tis bracelete frm i-socks.. very nice ler..
& i gt free pass to the i-socks member zone! weeee!! but dowan use yet
when i got ALOT of money i use then go buy the shirts hehehe..

later went to mcd to eat..
then join the guys at arcade there..
py paksa me go ply the dancing game.. LoL
i suck at it.. xD... hehehe then ply the shooting game also..
so fast die liao lo.. hahaha very hard to aim lerr..

then after arcade we go home..
take lrt.. walao alot smelly ppl.. omg.. relly smelly til i hve to change place
phew.. reach ampang liao, they all go bck their way..
me, py & jun take taxi go back.. while waiting for taxi jun like x song only..
so quiet.. again! =.= i dun bother ask why also coz he sure say ntg ntg ntg..
got taxi liao.. the driver drive relly slow like turtle..
cross the road also alwayz almost giv ppl langgar.. wth.. scary ah!

reach hme eat the udon mee my dad cook...
WOW!! damn NICE!!!!!! i love it!! pls make more nxt time!!
WAHAHAHAHA

2day le alot emo ppl.. at school i mean..
i went to school, jun emo.. & then brian FONG emo... & sam abit emo..
haizzz....
jun everytime emo damn fucking sien la.. nvr talk.. malas wanna layan him 2day..
hardly talk to him 2day.. ntg to talk also..
i dunno u emo for wad also but i knw u emo coz of small thing.. idiot..

rehat time i borrow jun the devil may cry anime.. then he giv fung borrow 1st
dulan fung, u better jaga it properly.. i luv tat anime
& sam not layan munyee for some reason
????????????
wtv..

i cant wait for tmr anyway
i-socks(oh yes)
movie
arcade
anime

2day our school got take class photos..
my class turn was 2day..
long b4 tat.. i hangout alot 2day.. din relly masuk kelas alot coz few teacher din come also lo..
so lepak at pakwye class la, chris class la.. hahaha only tis 2 classes..
spend time wif munyee alot 2day hehe..

after tat, lucky i manage 2 go to the class photoshoot after all..
coz i came frm the kantin after lepak-ing hahaha xD
then i went near my class tiba saja they abt to take photo hahaha
after awhile, suddenly jun call me come out take photo again.. for the chinese society de.. i feel damn weird lo coz im nt even AJK or wad.. but they juz call me take photo haha.. feel so weird lorr..

last subject for was pjk.. free time for me weeeee~~
so i lepak wif the guys & gals of sains 1 & 2 haha..
& sam was emo like hell.. why? smething i did izzit? coz u nvr lyn me & munyee 2day.. wtf?? everytime we go near u, u cabut.. haizz..

anyways 2day i balik wif munyee, went home alrdy.. followed mum go out spectrum
i went ps2 shop buy games, 3 games i bought
2 games worked.. guitar hero didnt! wth?? the game tat i wanted so much din work.. shit la..
christopher! bro! u better borrow me ur guitar hero 3 ah! haha =P

actually i gt ntg 2 write....
but last nite heard smething..
smething sad.. heard abt it dunno wad 2 say also..
*speechless*

prefer nt to talk abt it..
anyways.. lalalalaaa
last nite i slept at 4am.. sot rite? =.=
now i wake up liao.. 11:55am woke up..
according to my parents, it was impossible to wake me up xD
u knw how i wake up? my dad miss called my hp i woke up haha
crazy..

nw wake up liao.. still damn blur..
i feel like a zombie, & legs hard to walk la!
alwayz like gnna fall down.. shit ler... like i cant feel my legs..

2day after school i went to jun hse 1st.. coz later wan go galaxy ampang watch movie
ice age 3.. me, jun, py & brian go meet up at bifc there to eat 1st..
i din eat juz drink coz ate lunch at hme liao hehe..
jun emo at bifc i dunno why.. =.=' like nvr talk, nvr do anything but eat..
then waiting for taxi tat time only he normal.. haha

arrive at galaxy, we went upstairs ply snooker 1st..
to wait for jacq also.. movie started 3 45.. ice age 3..
quite nice, very funny hahahaha!
after movie we went outside galaxy there eat..
fish, ikan panggang haha, quite nice lerr..
talk wif jacq abt her stupid new school also..

after makan, we went back in galaxy walk around
suddenly, jacq wanna go dwnstairs the abandoned part.. scary lerr & dark also..
but i follow la.. at the end of the corridor got a like a hole there..
the wall there, suddenly jacq go there then sudden run back..
we all also panic run upstairs, we ask her why, she say got c a face in the dark part there.. waa
then, me, brian, jacq went to another part which got no ppl..
me & brian heard voices lo, he heard man voice i heard girl's voice

most scary, is tat we all heard smething upstairs we all ran down xD
& i saw a damn black shadow in the dark part of the shop.. the thing darker than black! shit lerr.. i dunno i imagine or real..
haha so later we all went back alrdy, jun din come wif us coz his mum fetching him go his aunty hse later..

walk back wif jacq, py & brian.. then while walking back got one ham sap guy stop his car there, staring only.. f*cker.. u do anything to them i kill u!
but lucky also he at the other side of the road..
afterwards took taxi go bck wif py.. jacq & brian go bck together their hse same direction they walking hahaha
c u nxt time jacq! nice to c u after so long time..

*** nxt time go galaxy wan go find the ghost again hehehe***

tis i write coz i hve to let smething out & i cant easily talk abt tis also..
the only place where i can say is here.. i dunno wad else to do..
well.. if ur reading tis u may not know wad im talking abt LoL

**
during these past few dayz.. months..
i feel alot has changed.. change in a sense change to bad things..
ppl have changed.. i dunno wad happen to those ppl..
tat smebody alrdy block me, maybe possible delete me frm msn..
why?? i din say anything also.. i knw i din say anything!!! TELL ME WAD IZZIT!!!
*
*F*CK U!! WHY DID I EVEN MEET U IN THE 1ST PLACE?? WHY DONT I EVEN BOTHER BEING UR FRIEND!?? SINCE UR GNNA BE LIKE TIS TO ME, F*CK OFF U F*CKING F*CK!!
NOT ONLY UR LIKE TIS TO ME! TO OTHER ALSO! U WORTHLESS PIECE OF TRASH! WHY ARE U EVEN BORN? WHOEVER RAISE U UP, I KESIAN THEM!

haizz...
sorry im like tis.. i usually dun show my negative feelings..
i juz feel so angry abt few things now.. relly hurting these few things..
another thing is.. haizz.. i dowan talk abt it larr..
its relly hurting but ntg berkaitan wif me, so i rather not talk abt it..
haizzz...

mind my language.. juz now..
sorry coz i damn angry abt it.. i hve been hiding tat feeling in me.. smetimes i cant hold it i hve to let it out..
WTV la!! wtv happen so far... I JUZ WANNA 4GET IT!!
DELETE FRM MY MIND! I WANNA BE HAPPY! its my life, im still young! so must be happy!
i also wish all my friends to be happy!
xperience joy whenever u can.. wherever u can...

love all my frens (without u all my life meaningless!!)

2day boring day ler.. jun, suman, sakti kena gantung..
padan muka to suman & sakti wehehehe..
i alwayz lepak wif jun maa, coz at my class all stupid other students haizz..
so 2day very guai zai lo i masuk class do work... hehe

after rehat, for me is 3 masa jamaliah teach lo(my moral teacher)
coz 1st is bm, then 2 masa moral..
1st we study chapter by chapter.. after completed a few..
she told us sad news for us lo, she not gnna teach us nxt week!! ganti another teacher!! waaa!! SO SAD!! jamaliah the best moral teacher lerr.. she teach nt boring de!

Smemore she told us got only 3 moral teachers:
jamaliah herself(BEST GOOD)
armani(okok lorrrrrrrr)
PN TEE(F*CK NO!!! PLS NOT TEE!! NOOO)

bad news, armani alrdy teaching sains class.. so.. jamaliah wont teach us..
means.... izzit PN TEE??? NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! JAMALIAH COME BACK TO US!! LoL =.=