u wanna knw why i dun like my parents to drink??
they suddenly change to diff ppl..
i mean like, they way they talk diff.. and i dun like talk to them when they drink
2day after came back frm dinner, start argue they 2..

i didnt, i stayed in my room on music loud..
argue abt who to leave the money or hse wif if in an event if they die..
WFT! y u argue abt such a thing?? wtf!?!?!
i dowan to talk abt u 2 die, i dowan to c tat!!
u pressuring us as well k??
i hear alrdy, very heart pain.. and very weird..

now they argue so much..
mom left the hse late at nite.. my heart, like gnna stop..
but i didnt cry, or anything.. i can juz feel it alot..
i look myself in the mirror, my face no xpression, no feeling..
am i tat cold blooded?? y?? where did u go mom?? will u come back??

i can kill myself.. i could i mean..
my heart now.. haiz!!!
y muz it be like tis?? i tot i hve a happy family??
do i hve one?? tell me!! i juz wanna.... haiz!! T___T