i should get used to be blamed when im NOT at fault..
which is my own home..
usually this stuff shud make me cry?? but..
my heart hurts more, til i cant feel anything..

im dissapointed u cant find ur own son righteous..
didnt u knw ur son here, cant cry, cant feel to cry..
coz he is too shock..
will i die in my sleep if it makes u happier????