after sch went bdminton wif py, brian and sam..
quite fun coz nvr ply in a long time actually..
whole time kept thinking of smething.. i wonder if its starting to bcome unhealthy
LoL

reli wonder worth it::::
comparing frm past to future leaves a huge scar between it..
haiz but anyway i got bigger things i should worry abt..
SPM, slimming down/losing weight and spending time wif my family which i havent been to do in awhile coz i was quite busy..

2day wasnt a reli good day for me..
quite bad luck..
went sch, someone very um song me.. dunno why also, i didnt do anything also!
wont tell me wad i do or wad, so tat smeone just leave me without any info, was quite hurt walking back frm sch.. too worried

after sch plan go swimming at jacq's hse wif py, brian, sam.. and of coz jacq la
b4 tat i leave my hse and i broke my house key in the padlock.. damn wtf rite.. zz
so i thought my luck was just getting worse..
met them at bifc, which all arrived at the same time.. a coincidence..
once met them, just being wif them put a smile on me..
so it was getting alrite

took a taxi there..
met jacq then changed to swimming..
swimming was reli fun.. didnt swim in a long time..
plyed a few GAMES also in the pool haha, brings back memories when i was a kid
it was reli fun, i was very happy after tat..

i realize..
no matter wad situation i was in, no matter how bad..
when im wif my frens, i somehow always pull through it and hve a good time..
=)

went to ap wif py, then met brian and jacq at mcd
i wonder if py will ever eat the nuggets again.. ==
after tat we went pui py go pierce her ear.. so jealous coz i wan do also but gt sch

then we follow jacq go upstairs foodcourt coz she wanna eat..
disgusting la the rice she eat.. nvm dont talk abt it eww..
after tat we ply smething.. me n brian bcome girl, py and jacq bcome guys..
my name Stella and brian is Dealova, py is Emerald Six Floor and jacq is BEN
damn funny..
and we went ply bowling, fk man my feng shui very bad at bowling, keep lose
almost win Dealova, damn u woman!! xD

then we went back.. at least 2day not so hot..

izzit tat my own mum cant even trust me??
she always scolds me eventhough im not at fault..
get angry when i am eventhough im not mad at her??
wtf is tis shit!!!

i wanna just run away frm home, nvr come back..
izzit a strange thing to wish to die

Vanilla Twilight by Owl City
tis song so meaning for me

*******************************************
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
*************************************


it sort of says, our imagination can set us free.. it can help us during hard times
and makes think of the person we love most
it says the wonderful lights during the night if its observed it can create a world, a personal world just for yourself where it can bring peace
AND my fav words in the lyrics which is
**And I'll forget the world that I knew**
**But I swear I won't forget you**
for me, it means eventhough the world around is so so very horrible and so bad till we cant take it, we CAN bcoz we got ppl we love around us to make YOUR world better..

went out wif frens ytd..
all of us, long time nvr went out wif all of em..
arrived at ts, went bought tickets for Prince of Persia= PoP
i alrdy watched wif my sis like a week ago..
1st and 2nd time watched it still enjoyable since its one of my fav video games
for me, my fav video game made into a great movie was magical..

after the movie, went green box sing k which i said to myself nvr to go sing k again
my friends argue easily of which song to sing and which song to skip eventhough others wanna chance to sing at the mic..
i always thought my brain couldnt get mature, but now i knw others are very immature and selfish.. im not saying ALL of u k, i just dont like c u all argue
of coz im not blaming our late bday boy, wong jang yeen.. who also has been sitting quietly most of the time hahaha.. happy late bday wong..
but was reli happy when he was happy as well coz ALL of us suprised him wif a bday song and full of presents..
i most of the time sitting myself quietly while others argue among themselves
im usually neutral, i dont like to side my frens..
but to be honest i nvr enjoyed myself at green box..

after that went bowling..
which me n daniel said tat it was more enjoyable than GBox..
it was actually the only activity which every1 enjoyed themselves and was happy..
and not argue-ing..
turns out my luck wasnt so good at bowling.. =p
only 1 match we played which lasted quite a long time...

bla bla bla
took lrt
bla bla
mum fetched me n frens home bla bla..
thx mum love u bla bla..
bla bla bla.. tired type alrdy LAH! =p

waa so long time nvr blog alrdy..
anyway, got ntg much to say..

OH YEAH WAIT got!!
im fat.. LoL.. bye, will update soon