night time go out to countdown merdeka.. sort of in a way
wif py, brian, sam, wif xiang wei too
we ate dinner at bifc then chit chat..
then went walk at night til emerald.. on d way say alot scary things
ghost la, those scary tree.. we also scared dao wan walk so fast..

reach emerald alrdy dowan sit at there dunno y..
and the boy toilet there flood zz wtf..
called jacq, say cant..
then we walked till xiang wei hse go toilet hahahah
thx his mum giv us water too LoL thx aunty..

outside his hse there got plyground..
sat there for an hour lor.. quite sien at 1st.. ntg to do..
xiang wei and sam watch some sohai anime at their phone, then i ntg to do..
almost sleep.. but then brian tell ghost story
then quite fun alrdy..
then saw the tree leaf move we all scared alrdy.. LoL chicken hor we all?? zz
after tat 12am alrdy, Happy Merdeka.. wtv =p
on d way saw fireworks, quite lucky to c it..

after sam and xiang wei go back.. me n brian teman py go back..
after tat brian's bro fetch us go mamak eat then fetch me go back.. thx ah..
me n brian very dulan adrian also.. fucked up liar..

i tell in awhile why i bad luck..
went out wif py, sam, brian and jacq to eat dinner
went old town outside ap there..
the ice blended coffee freaking nice.. love it

after tat went bowling
tis is where bad luck came in
2day keep missing missing missing.. 1st time like this..
usually sure score dao 50 or more..
waa reli believe tis time i bad luck lo
coz usually i dun believe in good/bad luck de..

went back tat time in taxi wif py n sam..
got headache and wan vomit..
lucky i ok alrdy..

hope u read this..
2day so funny u ask me wad i tink of u..
u say urself stupid not smart.. dun tink like tat lar..
ur result bad doesnt mean u stupid rite?? exam marks bad u still can be sucess in life
alot ppl also like this la, dont worry

u shouldnt sad abt last night tat thing happen to u..
its so small matter compare to other things
u shud be happy coz u hve me, i will always be wif u eventhough faraway
coz u knw i always think of u, and i knw u always think of me too
so we will always hve each other..
u knw i support u.. always.. u knw i love u.. always..

hot day man..
crazy..
just came bck frm sch..
at sch the sun come out then go in come out go in..
bright dark bright dark
but, still warm!!

waa i at home now sit at the fan..
ahhhh nice~~~~~~~~

dun ever ever go to tis stall and eat..
dun even try..

my parents last night ta pau it back home.. to eat..
tis morning i went sch and came back found out it was drugged or kena spell..
my dad last night late tat time when i sleep alrdy he kena same thing my mum kena just only tis afternoon..
she felt damn high, like taking drugs..
the floor moving and cant balance properly wif a terrible headache!!

luckily nw their fine.. dad was ok coz he sleep then ok alrdy
now my mum only still c thge floor moving so cant balance..
Pray tat she will be ok.. haizzz...

i wanna go back and kill tat ppl who sell tat nasi lemak..
better hope i dun report police coz i will!!!

ntg interesting happen so far
tats y blog x update.. hehehehe
life boring hor?? =p

now i seriously honestly knw why so many ppl hate u.
ur fucking attitude
2day was lepak-ing at adrian class wif tat bitch since nobody free and i seni
the indian guys bhind throw paper almost kena adrian..
adrian shout and scold them and i laugh abit, then i close eyes sleep awhile at the table wif them
then the bitch say i laugh at adrian instead of helping him in chinese, she tink i dun understand her.. fuck u u fuckface!!!
the way u say like so angry at me, i dunno wad i ever done to u

ytd u write at fb tat thing abt ppl ply mercun
u dun so racist can not?? u bad name chinese ppl only!!
then tat day u write abt my fren when around u the face turn black
can i tell u smething?? every1 also face black when c u la!!!
i so dark skin also can bcome more n more dark coz c u.. go fuck urself

everything's done..
i discuss everything wif annie tis morning..
i told her we will continue since its both our wish..
and we love each other alot..
i love u <3

and to py, thx alot u talked wif annie during our troubled times..
and dun are wad tat BITCH write at fb k?? u knw who i mean tat witch..
u got alot frens who reli care abt u, not like her..
she not worth to be hurt for, ALOT ppl dun like her coz they all told me..
TODAY also got ppl tell me they hate her alot..
so just 4get tat $&*&^%*&# la k??

HAPPY ALWAYS YAH~~~

i suppose giv u answer 2day..
but i scared face u after i called u on the phone tat day..
u kept crying..

i knw im scared..
boy also can scared?? i will try my best tell u nxt week..

2day was Slash's live concert at sunway surf beach
outdoor de..
sis bought VIP tickets to his concert, front row

damn alot ppl when arrive there..
we were at the left side.. but front la..
the experience was very tiring.. sweat alot
coz jumping and screaming encore..
felt very high, syok ler..

i cant write much la, very tired and sleepy
i sleep 1st,, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

went to st john meeting 2day..
i saw u sitting alone there wif some stranger u hardly talk to..
i cant face u, u knw why? i cant bare the thought of u alone, even ur sis didnt come
i see u alone very heartbreaking... after st john c u walk back alone while i stay back to ply football wif frens, i see also very.. haizz~~

u sms me, ask me to call u.. i did
i could hear u crying on the phone, i felt stress and worried so pls dun cry..
i only ask u to give me more time to SERIOUSLY THINK.. i ned to be serious on tis
pls... pls...

i didnt knw my feelings toward smeone could be so powerful..
i dont like to talk abt sad things here coz i usually try be happy almost all the time
last night i found this video of my fav taiwan drama showing few scenes in it wif a song title Shattered by Trading Yesterday
the video very touching, sitting on the floor in my room.. crying my eyes out..
my heart aches so much last night, so many memories with her fly through my head..
the video showed some parts which was same memories wif her..

but i gotta admit, letting it out made me felt better..
i'll wait tmr.. for ur answer

i feel as if im more and more alone in tis world..
everytime i feel im standing back on my feet i will eventually fall down..
yes i felt happy today my dear fren py accompany me go sing k, thx u alot
but why do i always fall back into tis state of depression???
py its not ur fault pls dont blame urself k? i thx u..
i angry at myself why i keep like this..
why does it have such a big effect on me? am i tat weak? vulnerable??
i reli waiting for the time i just 4get abt tis.. i cant take it

2day went sing k at green box wif py..
2day cheap coz student price and py member at there
planned tis was supposed to release stress or unhappy feeling..

got release la but abit only.. but stil was quite fun
tears dropped when singing jay's song 花海 and 彩虹..
花海 de mv showed 2 couples how they spend time wif each other, reli same wif how i spend time wif her last time.. alot memories come back through my head tat time..

after sing k, went take photo at every single mirror we could find..
i knw, zi lian rite?? =p
2day weather hot, not hot actually.. is REALLY HYSTERICALLY HOT