2day sci exam.. i very angry at myself coz i couldnt rmember anything eventhough i study it like hell..
make alot mistake too, and leave to many blank.. fuck, how to pass?? difficult to say
tis is my 1st sign of a really bad fucking day

sry annie, i just really stressed out earlier
im sorry if i made u angry or sad 2day, thx for ur sms..

went to a dinner party wif my family..
was hving quite a good time
beer, music, good food
when wanna go back tat time, my parents had a little too much to drink
the direction to go back also wan argue
keep arguing, until i say loud loud to tell them stop argue and just drive home and dun care which road use, just reach home most important
suddenly my mum ask me why i angry, isnt it obvious why??????
then she scold me, as if my fault
and u keep saying ur not a perfect mother, telling me no ned go out wif the family anymore..
u knw ur words very hurt me not? i just dowan u n dad argue.. izzit so hard to be happy? ur words feel like u dun care abt me anymore..
im sorry im not perfect, sorry im not as smart as u wan me to be, sorry my character is like this im just honest wif u, sorry im not perfect

i keep hurting myself and ppl 2day..
sorry im not perfect.. i reli just wish my tear drops will stop while typing tis..