ok, i didnt reli knw i slept for how long..
we were supposed to wake up at 7 30 but i think, i fell asleep around near 7?? 4got
py slept on the sofa while i sitting on the chair at the side watching some tv..
after awhile also i cannot tahan i off the tv and decided to close my eyes..
b4 i knew it.. it was alrdy 7.30 hahaa
but when i woke up, got quite a headache.. but wasnt that bad

helped py open the door 1st coz she needed to head off to work early..
i waited Jacq or her mum to wake up so i can head off too, i wanted to bath badly
my neck was soooo itchy it became kinda red.. eww
but as soon her mum woke up she went out and bought breakfast for me..
Wan Tan Mee.. LoL!!!
thx aunty
then i left, walking down the road kept looking back for taxi.. the weather quite hot
but NO fucking taxi! wtf.. so fast fast walk back home
finally sweating like crazy, and my neck burning i reach home i take off my clothes and run to bath! wooo!! so syok the feeling.. so cold.. ahh~~
then i sleep just now, alot phone calls and sms-es.. quite kacau..
sorry lor, i sleepy like zombie u knw..
but anyway thx for those late wishes..

oh ya, i wanted to upload these

these are the presents frm my very good friend Py and Cj mui..
thanks alot to the both of you, i reli love them!
their so awesome! ALL of it.. u two reli knw me hehehe
Cj, thx for the belt.. so nice.. so cool! =D it will always help me keep my panths up hahaha
Py, thx for the bracelet, the design is great.. thx! will sure wear it often
and thx for the 2 earings, their both soooo coool! i've been wanting to buy these kinda earings but dont have the time or 4gotten but thx coz u did it for me..
im even wearing it now..
THANKS u both! *hugs and kisses*!

happy New year every1!!!
2011, bye 2010 nvr reli liked u anyway!
i dun hve any resolutions but i dun care..

was at Pavi earlier
it had an outdoor disco
it was awesome, ppl were jumping and we were insane as ever
well i cant write how the experience was because experiencing it yourself would be kick-ass..

im now overnight-ing at jacq house with py..\
jacq made me look like a demon but its fine, i am a freak anyway
if your wondering why im not typing that much because Jacq's laptop is kinda hard to type
the keyboard too flat for me..

and i would like to thank Py and Cj for giving me late bday gifts..
your both the best..
i really liked the presents which i openend in the lrt on d way back
cj gave me a belt.. thx, it rocks.. love it ^^
Py gave me a bracelet, it look so cool! perfect fit and she also added 2 more earings.. omgosh i love it!! i've been wanting to get em but she bought it for me..\
thx u both.. reli touched that u both actually went and bought this awesome gifts..
Thank You, PY & CJ.. love the presents!!
But anyway Happy Fuckin New Year everybody
love u all!!

hi..
2day late morning, my mum and sis left to go back hometown..
along wif my grandparents and my aunty..
i stay back wif dad, bcoz someone ned feed my dog and take care of the lil guy
some might think "hey why dont u just put him in a pet hostel or clinic?" NO, my dog is a part of the family, even we giv him the name Zach Ong.. i love my dog.. im stating this bcoz a few days ago i argued wif a guy abt his point of view on dogs/animals..

anyway, i went orange cc 2day bcoz i was bored at home..
but actually turned out, home was better..
Orange cc sucks ass.. almost every comp has a prob..
i changed my comp 4 times, and all 4 had diff kinda problems.. i wasted my money..
NETSTORY cc the best.. NET ftw!
ate lunch at home, maggi mee..

now blogging and youtube-ing on my mum's laptop..
this friday, wow new year eve alrdy.. so fast rite?
friday, hope i can see my gf b4 tat.. pray wont rain..
and hope py can go.. didnt c her for quite a long time alrdy LoL..
all i knw on new year eve i gnna party, bcoz its the year i fnish sch.. WOOhoo!

btw, few ppl are asking me abt my blog, they knw i have a blog but they asked for the link and i wont giv it to them..
my blog are specifically given to friends or family whom i trust and dont have a big mouth..
i reli wish these ppl stop asking me.. kinda anoying after awhile..

dad and sis argued again..
it was the cause of me? i dunno they wouldnt say..

i lock the door to my room.. typing this..
i just sit in 1 corner and cry..
i dunno what to do..

do i have a broken family?

i would like to thank someone whom i love so much because she said something to me earlier on her blog that gave me alot of confidence in myself
reli touching to hear it..
its what my family told me, and now u said it too..
u truly support me as i do for you

i promise i will make your wish come true.. ok?
muacks muacks.. <3


and i tink i might seriously slim down like for fucking real this time
recently my good fren Danny tagged me in a photo which he took during the party..
i looked so fucking fat omfg.. fugly shit... i dont blame him anyway hahaha

just came back frm a great party at May's..
thanks to the great host for letting us messing up her facility! xDD
but we did cleanup k..

arrived there around 5 smething.. i sorta overslept b4 tat..
once i arrived, kinda awkward since alot of them i knew but didnt contact em for a long long time and alot i didnt knw too
once the party started, we had a few sandwiches and smething else which i dare not touch.. kinda look like salad?? LoL
there were such games as truth or dare which was fun! funny too... we dared a guy to kiss a car window..

then later when the 'throwing ppl in the pool' started..
rite after Teh called me to pick him up frm ap.. since he didnt knw where May's house is..
once i picked him up and arrived back, almost everybody left alrdy.. wtf..
but mostly our original ppl in our group remained..
Me, May, Jacq, Danny, Teh, Lia, Lydia, Marilyn..
we chit chat here and there plyed few games and still throwing ppl in the pool

a little later we left as well after cleaning up the whole place..
my dad came to fetch me, Jacq and Teh back..
and again thx to May for a awesome party.. u rock

hi there u freaks..
im sry didnt update my blog for awhile, must have gotten lazy or maybe im just lazy.. wait huh? nvm

last thursday went outing wif my schmate frens..
headed to pavi to catch a movie, Harry Potter and the bla bla~ u knw
it was nice, very diff frm the others..
and Chris followed us! for the 1st time! how awesome! hahaha
it was fun hving him around, i can relate so much to him.. especially in musical terms.. were both crazy abt GunsNRoses hahah

and last nite we went over to my cousin's place to celebrate my uncle's bday
it was a kick-ass party wif kick-ass food.. it was potluck..
my sis and dad bought a guitar for my uncle as a present.. he plyed it there and had alot fun sing along..
and my little cousins were there!! their so cute! seriously, their the best children in the world bcoz their cute, guai, and very social..
i help them colour pictures and ply wif them so much, i love the girl's laugh! OMG so adorable..

i will upload those pics to fb soon..

drank some coffee earlier.. milo+coffee+creamer+sugar..
of holy shit, it does wonder for me..
my drugs is coffee man, no kidding.. giv me some coffee i'll party wif u anytime..
giv me some beer wif coffee, i'll make ur night memorable bud-dy!~~~

i purposely drank it so i could stay up 2nite to watch MU vs Arsenal dude!
support Arsenal..
i hate Chelsea fyi, chesea, eat my shit!!!

i havent done my spm for EST, which no ned study..
so im taking a break.. ALOT of break(s)


been plying alot of Silent Hill 3 with my sister.. whom just watches me play..
maybe's so too scared??
if you dunno abt this game, go check it out..
its loads of fun.. fun scares, disturbing moments.. i love it..
i just fnished it this afternoon.. it was awesome..
sure gnna ply it again..

after my est i will apply for driving test, i mean theory test for driving..
cant wait to drive..
and find work.. but of coz im gnna celebrate wif frens..
since bought the xmas hats earlier at petaling street, xmas celebration on my list.
btw, Annie dear.. reli missing u.. hope to see you on the day u take your pmr result

earlier 2nite, i was hanging out wif py, jacq and teh
it was an awesome night.. couldnt have gone better except the fact we went home a lil early.. too bad, i wanted to see smething scary~~

after i walked py home, i went on a lonely walk back hme..
shortly after, passed by tis few cars tat was parked at the side of the road..
the 3rd last car, there was tis couple hving sex inside..
well foreplay actually.. if u dunno wad foreplay means go google it
a form of before sex hahaha but stil eventually lead to sex..

obviously i panicked and walked faster.. luckily they didnt see me if not it will be soooooooooo friggin weird..
u might think its exciting to see, well... ITS NOT!!!! believe me.. unless ur perverted
its 1 part disgusting and a million parts WEIRD..

***THIS TOPIC IS NOT ABT INSULTING ANYONE'S FEELINGS, IM TRULY MAKING A POINT TO APPRECIATE LIFE.. I TRULY RESPECT PEOPLE'S FEELINGS ABT TIS TOPIC
TO WHOEVER'S READING, IM ONLY STATING FACTS AND I WONT SAY ANYTHING I CANT PROVE


my fren Adrian just posted smething on his fb profile
a link to a guy who wrote a last love letter to his gf or ex gf which isnt fully explained..
according to comments and such, the guy commited suicide..

PEOPLE!! PLS! appreciate ur own life..
dun kill urself bcoz of a break up..
IF u do kill urself, you are hurting others example ur frens and family so pls be rational..
i truly respect the feelings of an individual after a break up, YES i knw its hurting.. even i truly cried bcoz of a break up but nvr kill urself..
hurting bcoz of love is a lesson in life, is a PART OF LIFE..
we ALL will go through it..

i knw alot of ppl who has been broken hearted, i knw all of them strong minded and strong willed tat they can take it without doing smething stupid..
tis topic is not related to ppl who kill themselves bcoz of other reasons, mainly im talking abt break up issues..

i reli hope ppl stop doing this
JUST only my mum informed me abt a news tat smeone commited suicide bcoz of the same reason, tat story was even worse than the one i've mentioned
*worse as in dumb*
PEOPLE, appreciate life, they are more amazing ppl in our lives! eg, frens and family


*** AGAIN IM NOT BAD NAMING ANYBODY, IM JUST STATING FACTS
I TRULY RESPECT THE PEOPLE WHO WENT THROUGH THIS KINDA SITUATION, BLESS U ALL..

2day done wif PD..
fuck pd screw pd, i duwan do any shit subject like this in my entire life anymore
quite frustrated wif the paper..coz cant do paper 2
paper 1 common sense so tat was quite easy but paper 2, i wan use wipe my backside

but wtv, fuck it.. im done..
15dec nxt week, EST, ntg to study.. eng muz pro only..
so im free..
fuck, i need some alcohol..
i wanna steal my dad's beer, but where are they??? 0_0

SPM nearing to an end.. happy ending for all..
mine end on 15th Dec tis month, EST last subject but actually freedom nxt week wednesday coz PD finish.. EST no ned study de..

i wouldnt reli say spm VERY stressful for me..
it WAS stressful now and then, but not reli always.. so im kinda glad
Science ytd was too easy, if i fail i cut balls..
basic sci question, close eyes and do..

after spm, gnna drown myself wif alcohol..
colour my hair, grow it also.. til long hehe
find a parttime job, learn more guitar
and last but not least, DRIVER LICENSE!! i wanna fucking drive!
im gnna drive u crazy

also i reli miss smeone, hope 2day wont rain later gnna c her..
weather be good to me.. if not i pollute u by burning rubbish