yesterday afternoon went jogoya
with py, joanne, brian, jun, sk, sam, adrian.. long time no see jo
rm50 per person, errr i think i eat at there until rm200+ so for me worth it the buffet la.. got ice cream, ice kacang, cake somemore wow..
i fat fat jor =((
oh and dun ever eat the sashimi at Jogoya, taste like longkang
me n brian almost vomit while eating it..
i eat more RAW stuff then cooked food yesterday.. especially salmon, sushi and another fish i 4got whats it called.. like serious i hardly touch cooked food yesterday..
but i love raw japanese food..
so Jogoya for me was.. ok la.. worth for me bcoz i ate rm200+ the cost i think.. hehe

after that went pavi walk here walk there then go sg wang to sing k @ greenbox..
sing k without sam n sk.. dunno why they dowan join..
sing k fun, much better than the previous time we went sing k..
eventhough sing alot emo songs ytd but still was fun, alot laughs now and then
jo and adrian leave after awhile bcz they got work..
so left me py brian n jun.. we still sing 9 9 n more semangat??
sing 1 song, i feel abit sad alrdy.. bcoz i see the mv, again remind me my darling.. n i miss her, i cannot tahan i go outside wan call her de..
but not enough credit, shit.. so i just sms her

then go back, py go back cheras =(
so we 3 guys go mamak dinner at bkt indah
then call pakwye join us..
after mamak we 4 go cc..
1st time i hear brian wan go cc de lo haha, we all play Left 4 Dead
ply til so song, keep scream and shout xDD
then ply NFS racing.. pakwye keep last place, tradition to be last for u izzit?
hahaha then go back lu..
around 1am only back all tired.. so tired..
jun n brian so early sleep, i go back 4am only sleep..

n today i wake up feeeeelll sooooo horriibblleee..
i must ready, i dunno today the guy got call me anot abt my saloon job
i so nervous...
wish me luck.. im gonna stay in a aircond-less, computer-less hostel
and i dont want a room-mate.. i dowan share a room with a stranger
i wan to be by myself.. reli wish someone come pui me =(

Jogoya?
rm100??< lunch?if uneven number im gonna go eat somewhere else

yesterday was my darling bday..
at 1st i couldnt go to her house for some reason
i went cc and futsal with the guys
during cc i call my dear wish her happy bday and talk to her something
i asked her i can go her house not, because its her birthday and i feel very bad if i dont spend time with her
then she say can, waa i so so happy
i told her i go find her after i futsal..

futsal yesterday we play with this year de form 5..
they more pro than us, we all cant play for shit..
haha, i sweat alot yesterday, like seriously.. crazy..
after futsal i leave early b4 the rest, while they still playing..
i go change clothes and wash myself then go drive there..

reach alrdy i abit nervous haha
bcoz her mum knw i coming.. hehe
reach alrdy i quite diam lo, its normal haha
and her mum offered to cook dinner for me also.. so thanks so much ah aunty..
i so shy la, coz cook the siu yok for me LoL
then when eating dinner, her mum call me eat the vegetable bcoz say not gud for health if just keep eat meat.. haha so i eat lorr.. but its ok la..
after dinner my dar teach me write chinese.. and i suck at it hahaha
then played SNAP with her and her brother using UNO cards, its quite fun and then watch some tv too
after that i leave alrdy, it was near 10pm i dowan stay so late.. not nice ma..
thx ah aunty for cooking dinner for me and let me go find annie =)

then i went to wong's house for steamboat..
makan, drink.. king gai alot..
they all was there too.. brian, jun, pakwye, fung..

i like song!
chorus is my fav part..
♪memories! makes me want to go back there♪
♪memories! how can we make it back there?♪
♪memories! i want to be there agaaaaiinnnn!!!♪

as i listen to tis song alot fun crazy moments in my life flick through my mind..
ahh, so miss those times! :')

i dunno where u are now but im here in ampang, and its hot..
even in the night u can sweat..
im not fat ok, my whole family feels the same thing.. cousins n friends too..=p

i just took a bath, b4 i took a bath i on my room aircond..
after my 15 min bath, i dried myself and went into my room and felt as if i went to heaven wit my computer hahaha...

today went roller and sing k with py, jacq, brian n sam..
roller ring today empty.. like after an hour totally zero ppl except us.. wtf rite..
bcoz everytime go roller sure will quite alot of ppl but not today
roller quite fun..

then after that went sing k @ greenbox
sing k that time i alot time very sad, alot song keep remind me of my darling..
some words frm the song remind me alot of her..
until i cannot tahan alrdy i go outside and call her, wan hear her voice..
so happy lor hear alrdy, i frickin miss her dunno how long no see her alrdy or spend time with her.. =((((((
2nd half sing k almost everybody no mood liao so no mood too.. sam semangat giler la haha xD

b4 went back me, jacq brian n sam go eat dinner at mamak.. hungry dao..
then suddenly brian stomach very pain.. then after makan then fetch brian go back
hope his stomach or wad ok alrdy..

i think last day can go out like tis alrdy, after this bz bz bz bz bzzzzzzzzzzzzz

1st time using phone write blog leh.. So susah la Haiz.. Waiting at my aunty house to go eat dinner together.. K la bye

yesterday, me n mum and my sis took our dog Zach to the doctor
bcoz his tail is getting worse and wont heal..
we took Zach to this vet where the doctor is my parent's friend..
so will be cheaper and safer bcoz we trust him, he love animal to the max haha
his name is Dr Asokan, his place was at Bangsar..
once reached there, he checked my dog's tail and immediately told us must cut the tail off.. bcoz if not it will be infected with 'gangrene', nt yet but it WILL if dont operate to cut his tail off..
if you dont know what is gangrene, google it.. its disgusting and i dont even wanna talk abt it.. yuck haha

after a 40 min operation we took him back..
he doesnt have a tail nw, its in stitches and a few days later have to take him back to the doctor to check it.. make sure its ok..
Zach now is sleeping and happy, and his tail doesnt itchy anymore because he doesnt have a tail anymore haha.. he's ok now.. just tail-less haha..
LOVE MY ZACH FOREVER!

why does the person in the same house with me likes to hurt me so much?
he hurts me with words as if i aint perfect enough for him..
he mocks me everytime he gets..
my mum tells me, sometimes its better than getting physically hurt, but i say mentally hurt is worse than physically hurt..
physically hurt at least will heal eventually rite??

my mum told me to 4get all the things he said.. but how can? do you know wad he said?
since i was a small boy, i was nvr good in studies, i was nvr a GUAI ZAI but im not a bad person if u can just fucking see it!!!
im sorry i dont score straight A in spm like my sister..
im sorry im not as strong as u are..
im sorry if i dont do the things u want..

SINCE i was a kid, til now.. you hurt me with your words, its forever burned into my brain and i wish i can remove it!
but no i can't.. it affected me too much..
mum tells me, that u love us and yes i know u do..
but why must u hurt me?? i dont think i can ever be close to you anymore..

i reli hate staying here..
i always enjoy the times when i was home alone..
until someone comes back and i get fucked
if your stressed up and tired dun come back and let it go on me k? i didnt do anything!
why dont you go see my status on how to release stress and follow my friend's advice!

i cant find anyone to talk to at tis kinda moments, i was nvr a reli good 'talker'?
im not that good talking tis kinda stuff out
so thats why i can only go out and enjoy myself..
and i love the times i go out with my friends, i treasure and appreciate it..

i cant even find my gf to talk to..
i dunno how many more years only can see her la..
there's like a million reasons i cant go find her haiz!

today i went Sing k with the same 3 people..
very fun sing alot crazy songs.. some songs impossible to sing or too tired to sing..
we sing 3 hours then ciao go ts makan dinner 1st..

after eat full and sleepy alrdy we cepat pergi bowling b4 fall asleep.. i knw i falling asleep alrdy lor..
bowling nice lar, fun and chi gek..
py almost win me but lucky she masuk longkang..
sam 1st place
brian 2nd place
i 3rd
n py last, sry hehe dun emo ar =p

at 1st say wan go cheras eat 'tong sui' rite? i dunno spell correct not..
but end up go jacq house eat pizza..
sry ah py, i think go cheras we cant spend time there too long la, somemore we both ned back b4 10pm.. nxt time la k?

after jacq house go back lu..
considered gone out whole day, tired but fun..

tis is a old photo last year..
hardly any pics of us 4 together, must take somemore nxt time go out
so far, many times recently alot memories wif u 3..
make my life less stressful..

eventhough i didnt write ALOT abt today but the memories and feel of today very nice
hope py can go out nxt week, roller!
reli hope can!

2 days ago, i went jungle treking wif py, brian n sam
after that went sam house and bath
then went baskin robbins eat ice creammmmm~~~
then went my house// to sleep?? hmm anyway my bed rosak jor
so now ned sleep on the floor