why does the person in the same house with me likes to hurt me so much?
he hurts me with words as if i aint perfect enough for him..
he mocks me everytime he gets..
my mum tells me, sometimes its better than getting physically hurt, but i say mentally hurt is worse than physically hurt..
physically hurt at least will heal eventually rite??

my mum told me to 4get all the things he said.. but how can? do you know wad he said?
since i was a small boy, i was nvr good in studies, i was nvr a GUAI ZAI but im not a bad person if u can just fucking see it!!!
im sorry i dont score straight A in spm like my sister..
im sorry im not as strong as u are..
im sorry if i dont do the things u want..

SINCE i was a kid, til now.. you hurt me with your words, its forever burned into my brain and i wish i can remove it!
but no i can't.. it affected me too much..
mum tells me, that u love us and yes i know u do..
but why must u hurt me?? i dont think i can ever be close to you anymore..