feel very unappreciated lately..
is like im fcking invisible or something..
am i that unimportant anymore??

is like im alone in the world..
fucked up, emo..

omg this few days lifeless..
but nvm its ok, i got help my family alot since i so free
my grandparents happy to see me often haha, especially my grandma haha
my grandfather too, recently he more n more happy to see me

hey, btw my hair growing longer too! hahaha yeah babeyh~~
bcz my hair got colour, then the new hair grow back is black colour so is obvious how fast my hair grow..
sure by December can very long d (I HOPE)
i wanna try out diff colour too.. giv me some ideas ok friends?
not too dark colour, bcz if i colour my hair i wanna show it to ppl so i like brighter
i dun like to hide it..
brave abit, do something diff..

i last nite went to cc with jun and fred..
we went mamak 1st, bcz both of em x yet eat dinner..
after that went cc, fred left after ply 2 hours.. sien u
me n jun stayed..
ply L4D, stop ply, then ply then stop ply..
in between keep fb..
after ntg to ply i on fb chat with py
while chating, she ask me blog lo if i sien but decide go read old post
not my old post, py de.. i dun dare read my old post, my eng then was too weird
while reading, the memories come back crystal clear.. as if just happen few days ago
=(( i seriously miss those times, after reading i remember alot funny crazy things that happened that py didnt write, omg i miss those times
also realize almost every post i got lot memory wit py too
frm school to cc to tui to ts to sgwang to overnight, too many d i read...
=') haiz last time alot fun moments

o ya, near end of this month 28, 29, 30 im going to Ipoh family trip
gonna have fun... hope to take alot of pic too

yesterday went to Sunway with Brian meet py dinner
picked Brian up at 4 30..
once reach kelana jaya, jam 9 9! seriously bad jam and petrol low alrdy..
then finally gnna reach sunway area i turn wrong place and masuk Taylor's college and turn back out.. Taylors is fucking nice btw, fucking rich ppl only masuk there for sure
Once turn out, we end up behind are of sunway.. pass the sunway hospital but jam also for 30 mins++ i dunno how long la.. i only knw its so sien

finally reach Sunway yeah baby sunway! i actually love going Sunway, dunno why since i small kid i like going there
reach around 7 something..
meet py at Mcd, then go eat at a Taiwan Restaurant..
the price damn scary.. i ate Fried Rice with Rice Wine and i cant taste the rice wine, maybe they cook with the rice? i hve no idea..
we didnt order drinks, too expensive
After makan d, we want go check wad movie can watch..
Brian wanted to watch 1911, me Reel Steel, Py Love You You..
end up going to watch Love You You, as long is not 1911 i happy d..
the only time is 10 45pm for Love You You
so we find something to do while time pass

we tried bowling, but no place available maybe got tournament..
so we decide go Mcd sit king gai.. eat ice cream too..
suprisingly time pass very fast
go wait at the cinema, then finally i saw the Love You You de poster and for some reason i see the poster i frickin scared i wont enjoy the movie i dunno why
but the movie was nice la, enjoyed it
the love story was quite diff than others.. got few part very gan dong also..
so in the end it was a good movie..

the movie fnished 12am? 12 something?? dunno 4got..
then need to find back my parking area..
walk through a quiet lonely Sunway.. like L4D
i seriously looking for a Witch hahaha
finally found.. parking fucking cheap rm4 only.. <3 thats why i love sunway, parking is not expensive, Maximum only rm7..
then fetch py back to hostel..
py, your hostel damn nice la.. i wont call it hostel if i were u, i call HOUSE LoL
after fetch her back jor lucky can find our way back which is very easy actually..
and found petrol station.. phew~~

come 1 day we go Sunway again ;)

today i went redbox with jun and frederick!
its cheap since rm11 each person and 3 hours++
today was fun la, sing alot of craaazzzyyyy songs.. it was a party in a room!

but i sing one song i reli love to sing, bcz i sing it for my darling..
i sing it for my Annie.. and i mean every word in this song
>>>


Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, through Time and Time..
No promises

I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.
_________________________________________________________________________________****
i sing it for her today.. =))

yay tmr going sunway and meet py also =)

near the end of last month we planned a suprised birthday for our dear Liew Pei Ying!
me, jun and brian sat at mcd discuss
so around 5th October only we go buy present


jun sohai..
me, jun and daniel go buy present..
jacq meet us later and go buy also..
after buying each our present.. jacq saw this shop selling this 6 toy eggs
we all thought its a good idea buy it, then put messages inside..
its damn cute anyway..

after that we all come back ampang.. and we all go buy ampang point wrap the present..
we all meet up, at jun hse write those messages..
py, i dunno why mine the only 1 like karangan.. LoL

the day b4 that, we went Secret Recipe ordered the cake
discuss wad to write also and which cake to order
we ordered Chocalate Indulgence..

finally 8 October
afternoon i go collect cake, then go put at pakwye hse bcz my fridge no space..
then i rush back home bath and do my hair also..
need to fetch jacq frm lrt and cj also and somemore that time heavy rain..
crazy lor the rain.. seriously heavy dao..
was very scared, scared the plan ruin..
then all meet at mamak 1st, discuss who to follow and how to suprise..
but 90% they all were just talking rubbish..

fung lead us go til halfway he dunno alrdy.. dumbass..
gps also useless..
but lucky me and jun rmember the road by seeing a few things we rmember..
finally when reach, put the cake on the car and set the candles..
damn scary bcz scared drop the cake..
finally i call py come out, that weird phone call.. no idea wad to say to her so just call her come out help me..
we all stand outside, with me facing the behind bcz i dowan giv her see the cake 1st.. damn funny and heavy too LoL!


Chocalate Indulgence


dun confuse when see her face ar
the cake was soft and falling apart, but the cake was nice..
rite rite rite???

after that we came back all the way ampang..
ply pool near galaxy there
all of us teach cj ply haha!
after pool, joanne and adrian reach d then go Black & White eat dinner
desert go eat tong shui, was friggin nice! my fav Longan Taufu! enjoyed it!!
eat full d we go cc..

after cc was suppose to overnight at brian's hse but no place and ntg to do
so we go daniel hse overnight, very fun also..
plyed with his ipad alot..
my personal favourite, Truth or Dare.. rite py? ;) ;)
ply until 5.30am only sleep phew
morning woke up at 9am.. bcz daniel ned go church so we ned leave early thx daniel
and fetch py go back cheras
i now finally knw how to go py hse at cheras, can go visit u d..
come back frm there lagi easy..

Happy Early Bday ya py!! hope u enjoyed and happy!
LoL= lots of love
Hap(py) ya..

i dedicate this post for my darling Annie Chan Yin Yee
i've been in a relationship with her since November 10 2009 when i was still form 4 and she was form 2..
i never met a girl like her.. she is sooo special to me
i always can feel she so worry me, she always try her best to take care of me
every small thing she always help me..

i hardly say this but...
in the middle, she broke up with me bcz she scared my love for her wasnt true
i also hate to admit, i cry so hard for a few nights.. got a tsunami in my room LoL
but, she asked me to give her another chance.. and at 1st, i was thinking about it bcz i dont want to go through another heartbreak..
and i gave her another chance, and til this day im so glad i gave her another chance
dont leave me again ok?? =')

she really prove to me to her love for me is true
after a year has passed, our love just got more n more strong and it didnt stop
she made me alot of presents by herself, she reli skillful make certain things.. but i cant make any presents for her bcz im not that skilful, but i buy things for her.. i write notes for her..
even if we hardly meet bcz i fnish school, hardly can contact with her, we still love each other so much and we always leave ourself message.. and i love every message from her, i keep all her sms..

im reli reli grateful to meet her..
i never regret im with her, she's the 1st girl make me want to spend my life with her.. forever.. she prove to me she want to be with me forever, and i too want to
she done so much for me, why i would want any other girl??
she alot times make me so 'gan dong' bcz she always stay beside me no matter wad happen or wad i do..
everytime she forgive me if i do something wrong to her, i feel myself sometimes a horrible boyfriend, but she still stay with me and help me change bcome better
thank u so much for loving me!! i love u!
im sorry for anytime i make u feel unhappy, uncomfortable.. and i will make u happy, give u comfort always! i promise u!

also i want to thank 2 people, especially this 2 people, my friends, my best friends, my sisters, Peiying & Cj or Jiarou haha
because of them they keep support me propose to Annie..
without them i maybe will to shy, but they keep support me
like to thank them very much! their very special in my life always help me alot too
even if u think i dont talk much with u all on9 or sms, im the kinda guy talk better face to face so dont think i 4got u both for wad u do for me k? =)

THIS IS FOR YOU ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Love from Ongy Chiang