i just finish bathing, now its 12.59am
i know wad your thinking, omgosh how i can still bath this time of night?
yes i can, and yes im sitting where the air cond is directly blowing at me, bcz i feel so hot, the weather.. yes weather killing me..
with my wet hair all combed back, vodka+orange on my left, lets get some typing done..

ok yes i admit, i got ntg to do..
i cant sleep eventhough i got class tmr, but i dun care, no matter how late i sleep i can always wake up the nxt day on time and drink my coffee and go on with the rest of my day..
actually i've been feeling kinda lonely recently..
yes i've got friends who dont give a shit abt my feelings, i got my family but i dont usually find them in this situation..
yes i do have 1 friend, py, who actually gives a shit abt my troubles and yes i do thank you for that and appreciate it, without her i gone nuts now..
but still, obviously its me alone have to heal myself..
OMG luckily i got college now, my mind focus totally on my Dog Grooming and ntg else
without coll i gone abit mad alrdy..
tmr class, and the nxt day holiday.. so quite nice..

vodka+orange is addicting btw.. i cannot stop drinking it..
but i dont drink it everyday luckily, since its bad for the liver.. but every once now and then wouldnt hurt.. you'll only live once eh??
so my gf busy studying for her spm, dunno when the nxt time can talk to her, on the phone.. miss her..
lonely valentine's day for me too, or as they say another tuesday..
now me, drinking away and watching The Social Network on QVOD for the 100th time, i seriously dunno why i love that movie..

haha sry anyone who is painfully reading my rubbish
i know your trying to say "did any1 ask you?" and no, no1 asked me but blog is the only person i can talk to..
LoL i sound like an anti social, no dont worry im not.. i nvr get pulled into virtual life, i love my real life..
my real life= hot, humid, happening!
ok getting back into my real life now, oops my vodka is all gone, time for a refill..
ciao~ stay tuned for another episode of Bullshit, only rite here on www.blogger.com/my blog